Now VS Five Years Ago

               As a human we will being definitely have a change in our life. Changes occurred over time.  The change is happen to me. I’m felt a lot of changes that happened to me. The Changes is happen in my physical and mental. Here I will explain the comparison and contrast of my life with the current and the time five years ago.

            The first is a change from the way dressed. Long ago I was a girl who is not concerned with how to dress, how to use make-up, how to use the hijab and I do not follow the fashion trend. It was very different with my performance right now is very concerned with appearance. I wouldn’t go out and join friend to hang out if my performance is less satisfactory. I am very concerned about the clothes and make-up that I use whether it is good or not.

            The second is from the shape of the body. Five years ago, my body is very thin. My weight is only 48 kg with height 165 cm. according to others, my body is very thin. They suggested to adding my weight. Therefore, I often bullied when I was in school. My Friends at school often mock me and call me as "Kutilang Darat" which means "thin, tall, slim, flat chest". Really I'm very sad and upset because of it. But this time I was much different from five years ago. Now I think I have good’s body and my skin is white. Currently there is no more my friend who called me as "kutilang darat".

            The third is the change in my attitude. In a past I was someone who was very shy and unconfident. I am embarrassed to hang out. Perhaps it is caused by because I was not confident with my appearance and abilities. But now I am more daring to appear in public, more daring to express an opinion and I also dare to argue.

            However, there is one thing that I never changed from myself. That is “love laugh”. I am a person who is easy to laugh about things that other people think there is not funny but funny for me. It’s often makes the other person is confusion. That is a characteristic that is not changing from me.

            That is the story about the comparison and contrast that occur in my life at this time with five years ago. Everything in our lives can change with time. That is because everything needs process. Although many changes that happened to me but there are still some attitudes that still exist from the past until now. One of them is “my easy to laugh at the stories that other people think were mediocre and not funny”.